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Jul 25, 2004

bored

listening to: tv
mood: crampy

so uh im really really really REALLY bored and its real unusual of me 2 rite 2 entries in one day unless i have a good reason, so i guess being bored is good enough! so yeah since i last wrote i told u that i was up to nothing, and yet again i have done NOTHING.

i was waiting for jake to call me all day, and i mean all day, like i didnt wanna do anything cuz i figured me and him were gonna go out 2nite and do SOMETHING but...

after i rote on here he texted me and asked me if i wanted a hooters shirt. i waslike uh sure, kinda being mean cuz i was pissed off at him. and then he waslike alrite, and im like, well uh im guessing were not doing anything 2nite then are we and hes like no sorry well do something tomorrow. now im mad, i was really pissed cuz i waited all day to do something and he doesnt even have time to do something with me when im only going to be down here for 2 more days, that jerk. so i texted him back and im like yeah thanks...
so he calls me back abour 15 later and asked me if i was mad at him and im like no why would i b and hes like well u didnt seem to happy in that text message and im like well im fine now. and he was like well ur getting a hooters shirt if that makes u feel better and im like yeah thanks, and hes like im sorry i couldnt do anything...today is justins lil sis taylors 12th birthday and we went to hooters im here rite now so i cant do anything tonite and im like well its alrite watever. so i told him to call me later and tell me wats going on cuz i better be doing something with him tomorrow or im gonna cry!

so thats that, alil bit ago i just got finished playing dominos with nanny and poppy cuz they feel so sorry for me cuz i sat around the house and did nothign today. ever second they would come in and ask me if i wanted to go anywhere...
"do u wanna go somewhere?"do u wanna play cards?"want some food?"lets go to mcdonalds!"wanna get on the computer?"wanna play a game?"wanna go get kelly?"call that ass hole jake back"

im like jesus christ nanny! they would never stopp bugging me, all i wanted to do was chill alone in my room lol...listen to my tunes u no u no. so watever, as of now pops watching a show on ice cream? WTF!!! and hes not watching it hes actually sleeping in his chair next 2 me. im having fun talking to a bunch of people especially someone i met at the competition this past weekend, and a ton of other people. i mean wat esle m i suppost to do..

so my fellow dancers, im going to be coming home on wedensday in time for 1 summer class before LA. lol how fun, and uh ill catch u kats back at the studio, i havent been there in 209482934 years and the last time i took a ballet class...HOLY JESUS i dont even remeber, lol

alrite i love u all and im going to talk to my new friend jessica from the comp YAY!!! peace

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and the results from quest for the best....

listening to: watever poppys watching on tv
mood: almost pissed...

so i have exciting news to tell ya about quest for the best and how it went...

I WON!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh CRAZYNESS!! it was so awesome i couldnt believe it thats crayz shit im still in shock cuz that was hard competition and i did it bad and totally didnt think i would win it but hey watever thats awesome
now im 500 bucks richer and own one useless extremely massive trophy!!

my goals have been accomplished...all i wanted to do atleast once is win a nationals and i finally did it! thank god im so happy!!!!!!

so that was yesertday and it was fun and everyone was excited and i loved it...i just wisha ll my hotshtos wwere there to support me 2!!

so we drove home last nite and i talked to jakey and then i went to bed cuz i was wiped. this morning i woke up around 10 and ate, then kelly and victoria and aunt janet came over to visit...those are my cousins if u didnt no, and we talked for a while and then my parents left. now everyone was trying all day to talk me outta staying down the ocean for alil bit.

the reason im staying down here is cuzjakey is down here and we wanted to hang out so my moms like dont worry abouthim hes with justin he doesnt have time for u blah blah blah andim like yeah rite he does he told m to stay down here so im like okay i will. but then he like ditched me today im so pissed...

ive been hanging around this damn house with nothing to do, i listend to every cd possible in 3 horus and ive been watching i love the 80s and playing tetris on my fone, errr im so mad, he called and said well some girl is coming up for justin and dave and i dont wanna ditch them so after she leaves if its not to late ill call u and mayb we can get together, well i was told that i have to b home at like 10:30 or something so as of now i dont have much time, but watever screw him im getting alil mad. bastard. but yeah so im hanging around here with nothing to do and i feel sick cuz we ate crabs that were real old but watever...im gonna go chill in the other room for a while and listen to my tunes till i get so bored and kill myself

bastard jake...!!!

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Jul 22, 2004

back from va beach but chillin in ocean city!

watching: i love the 90s!
mood: almost awake...

well im up here in ocean city alone having such a wonderful time....but i just got back from va beach yesterday and lemme tell ya how it went...

well i went up to va beach for the starquest nationals cuz i like doing 2nationals and everything...plus i got title for free so we were like wat the hell. so i was the only one from my studio going to the competition while all my friends were at home taking summer classes EWW. lol...so uh i went with nanny poppy mommy and steph. me and my mom left for nanny and poppys house after the la meeting at the studio on saturday, we spent the nite there, i woke up the next morning to stephs arrival and then we left for va beach. it toook about 3 hours to get there from ocean city which isnt that bad, but when we got there it was a dumb i was really disaapointed. i went up to the convention cetner to see wat studios were gonna b here and there were a few i recognized but thats its. so since it was sunday and the competition didnt start until monday, i had a free day to do watever i want. so me and steph hopped a TROLLEY...wtf? and went to some surf shops we saw on the way down. we went to this awesome all girls surf shop but all steph bought were stickers for her car and then we walked down to the coolest furinutre store ive ever been it it was awesome. it had the coolest modernist furniture ever. but it was such a long walk down we were def not walking back home so we called mommy to come pick us up. so after we got home we got ready to go to dinner at this terrible pizza place just cuz mommy doestn like pizza hut. mmmmmmm. so uh then me and steph found another massive surf shop and shopped in there for a hour. i bought 2 shirts...one from the store with a big heart on it so cutie and another one just cuz i didnt no wat the brand was so i bought it lol....how gay. but i like them! so that was our day. later that nite we rented a 2 person bike and rode it on the boardwalk cuz were gay like that.

then it was monday and i had to wake up at 7:30 to get ready cuz i was gonna prequalify my new solo at 9 in the morning. so i did that, thena t 10 i had to do my jazz...and then at 11:30 i had to do my lyrical twilight and then they had a awards for the "current" top 10... soooo i found out that i was in the current top 5 with my dance twilight. woo hoo. thats cool. so then i had like a hour break and i had to do my new solo precious things again in the wild card category. so lets see....at the awards i got plantium for all my dances and 1st in my category for each one!!1 thats awesome. woo hoo, and then i found out i made top 5 for twilight which means i have to recompete it in QUEST FOR THE BEST. on saturday. but since i only came up to do my solos i wasnt staying in va beach until saturday ugh, but that was cool and im excited.....

so tuesday was title competition. me and stpeh slept in alil bit cuz i didnt ahave to dance until 5 or something and then we went to the beach and layed out and then played dominios with nanny and poppy at the pool the rest of the day. so i went to the title competition and did my solo twlight and i didnt win. :( but i wasnt disaapointed but i no popppy was. that was all he talked about the rest of the nite and i wasgettin so sick of hearing it. he was furious. ugh oh well i hope i do "decent" on sautrday or i dont even wanna no how poppys gonna act!..later that nite me and steph went around the downtown va beach area near the pier and we got henna tattoos. i got a star on my hip and the ladys gay and put it up really high but i still like it. steph got a heart on her hip but then it started turning out gay cuz she kept playin with it cuz she hated it and it looked like a penis in the end. so when we got home she scrubbed it off. so that was that. the next morning we went home, i slept when i got to nannys house, my mom and steph drove home to maryland while i stay up here in oc with nanny and poppy till tomorrow when we leave for va beach again. yesteday i did nothing but sleep and stuff my face cuz nanny never stopps feeding me, and my plans for today are nothing even tho i m down at ocean city. im gonna try and go to a surf shop and shop later 2day if pop will take me but who nos

omg i miss my jakey poo so much. i called him last nite and we talked all nite until 1:30. he was being so nice and i love that kid. hes coming up the ocean on friday with his friend justin so after i get home from va beach on saturday nite, im gonna try and see if i can stay down the ocean until tuesday or wenesday so i can spend some time with jakey before we both leave for la and myrtle beach. god i miss him so much i love him sooooooo much he is the bestest babyyyyyyy. AWW.

so thats that, i just woke up alil bit ago, toook a shower and ate some of poppys wonderful pancakes and now i think im either chillin in here for a while or going to the neighbors pool and swimming. but who wants to swim by themselve?

I CANT WAIT TILL I SEE MY JAKEY. AND WISH ME THE BEST OF LUCK ON SATURDAY!!!!!
i hope i come home with some cash biotch!!!!1 hells yeah!

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Jul 17, 2004

HOLY JESUS IM HERE!

listeing to: tori amos- precious things
mood: happy to b home....

so i havent wrote in lets say FOREVER. cuz yeah i havent been home in forever. ugh. but i did have a sweet ass time in florida for 2 weeks. damn it was great. but theres so much shit to tell!!! and i cant tell every detail but ill tell ya some importants just cuz u love it...

so the comp went well especailly for my kick ass baby becca. she rocked it so hard and WON JUNIOR MISS DANCER OF THE YEAR! hells yeah i was so excited i new she was gonna win. god i love that girl. now she gets to go back to the nationals next year and be all speical in the opening number and everyone will love her and shes like a freakin celeberty! lol....

besides that rockin girl i had my title competition as wel...which didnt go to cool.

im not complaining cuz my goal was to win SOMETHING. i didnt feel like working my ass off the hole entire nationals and not being able to do anything for NOTHING. so i kicked ass in the classes cuz i new i would bomb my solo like usual. ugh everyone was just so amazing i couldnt take it. but in the end even tho i didnt place or make top ten i did WIN A MODERN CLASS!! thats a big thing...outta over 60 people across the us who are suppostly the best...was so cool to be recognized in modern. half of those kids never took modern before or didnt even no wat to do. atleast i did...lol lil bit. whew. and hey i got 50 bucks! its better then nothing. lol. YAY! GO ME! so that was my excitement and evertyhing for title. but i actually had fun at title. i met so many new people and i had a ton of new friends by the end it was just really cool...

now here i go before i annouce anything esle while its on my mind i wanna give my piece of mind on this ADA competiton. im not putting it down...that bad...but uh i really liked it and all its just all politics. now lets see where should i start? performing arts academy is all up adas ass. literally. lol, and uh they are definatly favored by them since they go there every year and they love them and they no them and they get watever they want ESPEICALLY THAT SLUT RAT GIRL. ew im gonna shoot that girl i cant believe she got wat she got cuz shes terrible. ewwwwwwwwwwww. yeah yeah so thats that. and alot of other stuff to just pissed me off about how they dont really worry about the new teams and focus on the old ones. ex. for dancers only. performing arts academy, atwood, terri newman....

but hey i love all them! i met and made friends with someone from each of those studios...i just think its lil rigged if u ask me!...but im done complaining cuz i had a awesome time at nationals anyway lol...

PLUS...biggest news..GORECKI GOT 2ND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it shoulda got first but watever it did awesome. i was so excited man working it out gorecki. and i did 4 turns in 2nd? WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF i dont no wat i was doing but damn that was crazy i wish i coulda watched the tape or soemthing lol. woo hoo i love that dance.

finally...volcano got 1st in junior duet/trios and tribute to the 40s won 1st place for junior productions anddddddd volcano got 2nd place for a chance of 5,000 bucks!! WORK IT MARIA AND DANIELLE. I LOVE U GIRLS.

alrite alrites so thats the competition week and then i spent a hole other week at DISNEY WORLD. that was so crazy fun, i hung out with my boy jake the hole time and i think he had a pretty good time besides my parents being REALLY GAY but watever. i had fun, i got on the tower of terror im really proud of myself and the rock and roller coaster was awesome man. woo hoo rock on disney world i cant wait till i get all my pics developed! mayb il post some...

but that sums up everything that went on in the past 2 weeks. so many memories i cant rite or it will take me 4 days...ugh. but uve heard enough....

as of this very moment i took a breka on my packing cuz yes once again im leaving and going away. wtf? lol now i just got back from florida yesterday nite at 9 and im unpacking and repacking for ocean city and virgina beach. well i wasnt suppost to leave for ocean city until 2morrow but now we have to leave tonite cuzzzzz....nanny and poppy and me and mommy and stephy are all going to virgina beach for starquest nationals. im the only person from my team who is going. i always like to 2 nationals, and usually do starpower but i missed it since i was down flordia for 2 weeks. so i decided i was gonna go try starquest cuz i love that comp and i love mr steve and i won title so i mite have a chance at nationals...doubt it but u never no. so were going down there, we were suppost to leave for va beach on monday but this morning my mom got the schedule finally since we havent been home in forever and found out that the old schedule was wrong and that i dance on monday in sted of tuesday so now we have to go a day early. woo hoo... :-\ but watever im cool with that, i just wanted to see jake ONCE MORE before i left cuz i probaly wont b seing him the rest of the summer....i love u jakey

alrite so i have to go now...i need to get done packing, eat, then were driving downt he studio for the meeting for LA which is in 3 weeks im SO EXCITED!!! and then rite after that werre leaving for ocean city. so wat a fun filled nite im having...on a saturday nite when i shuold be with my jakey poo... damnit. oh well, hay dance kids i miss u and have fun at dance! ill b home next week or something..? lol PEEEEEEACE

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Jun 27, 2004

wat a wonderful day...ughh

listening to: burning rosewood- the stories behind our scars. dude these guys rock im so going to one of there shows...when i find time?! lol hell yeahhhhhh
mood: so dead

so im hoping this will b short and sweet since im tired but it probaly wont be but here we go anyway...

so like i said i went over tracys yesterday after i went out to red lobster for gabis bday with nick and john and we were gay and i gained 2934782823 pounds but watever i love red lobster. so then we bust over to tracys where everyone already tie dyed the shirts. i was mad but then looking at the end result of the shirt, i wasnt too pleased. ugh, but watever. good try guys! haha. lol so anyway we had fun a tracys and acted gay and uh then a feud began, crazyness....and uh i was hanging out with that slut face allie girl cuz she loves me and we just chilled all nite and watnot. didnt end up going to bed till 4 and i woke up at 10 WOO HOO. work it courtney.

oh yeah and jake FINALLY texted me yesterday while i was on the way to tracys and asked if i wanted to come over. wata dork ehs gay, then i told him i couldnt cuz i was going over my friends and he got pissed at me, and im like DUDE u havent called me in like 2093289 years wtf?! lol so watever. being such a wonderful gf i decided to talk thru the drama with him while i was at my partay. who does that? who the hell talks to there guy at a party? courtney does, i think cuz im definatly gay tho. lol, so i called him just being nice and we talked about everything and i found out i beat jake in spanish...cuz he totally made funna me for gettin a d last quarter and i killed him this time, he failed the exam and heres courtney C. wtf workin it out smart girl over here girrrrrrrrrrrrl. lol, alrite so i talked to jake and i told him id come over tomorrow which is today and i did but ill get to that....

jesus this isnt a short entry...wtf?

and uh so then i went to the dance melissa had me for me solo for a hour in a half and all she did was bitch at me THE HOLE TIME. dudde i didnt pay attention cuz i got sick of her bitching at everything i did. i was like fuck u melissa. errrrrr. she hates me, and we didnt get anything done. CLEANED A MIN OF MY DANCE. 1 min. and that was my long rehersal. sorry hun but i only have it for a hour tomorrow and we have 1 min in a half to do still. wat a slut. but watever shes gay im not looking forward to to delay solo rehersals tomorrow, i got killed today enough was it was and now i have to do it again

dude my toes are offically dead, they spilt like 5 trabillion times tonite at dance. NOT COOL.

but we did get out early which was sweet cuz then i went over jakey poos house and we hung out all nite. we watched the secret window...i didnt really get it, or maybe thats becuz i barley watched it hehehe. so silly. and then we watched ZOOLANDER, just becuz ive never seen it all the way thru and jake LOVES that movie...but we barley watched that too and i was pissed. but we talked so much about florida. jakes being gay and bringing pants and long sleeves im like ur a fagget. lol and everything and hes just weird. but watever, lol he can do wat he wants. but he told me he loved me tonite!!! yay i was so happy that was a first in a long time...but before i left he got mad at me but it was a fake mad just to piss me off, and it worked cuz i was mad and he was being gay and everything, and then i called himr ite when i got home and im like WTF JAKE and hes like dude i was kidding i love making u mad. im like jesus how m i going to deal with this kid for 2 WEEKS!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh

well it looks like im off to bed once again for a nother terrible torrutued day with melissa and shannon my 2 bestest friends. SHOOT ME....

flordia...3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!

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Jun 26, 2004

uh so im at tracys partay...

so this partay is kinda crazy....but u nooooooooooooo

uh so im awake here with my pal amie! woo hoo, and uh like tracy and nick and allie and them are in the room next to us like talking or trying to sleep adn then everyone esle left me and went in the loft room...(alexa gabi maria and katie) and sleepin in there...

WHY CANT WE ALL JUST B A HAPPY FAMILY! jesus were goin to florida in like 4 freakin days AHHHHHHHHHHHHH excited. woo hoo

alrite soim going to bed or something chow

AHHH

tell ya more 2morrow kids

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Jun 25, 2004

tie dye partay

listening to: dashboard confessional- the places that youve come to fear the most
mood: sleepy

i just woke up...and im still tired. no wonder tho, i stayed up till 2 again talking to all my sluts for no reason. god that was funny. that girl emily sure had fun in the chat. and the hole time we just said so much shit. god it was funny. but anyway. i stayed up late last nite too watching beavis and butthead since that show rocks so hard. so lets see...yesterday i did nothing. i slept ALL DAY. all freaking day. i slept until 1:30...and ten alexa came over to drop off my shirt so we can tie dye them 2nite at tracys partay. since alexa was bored, she stayed for a while we and talked and stuff and then she left rite before my daddy got home...so after that i attempted to pack alil bit for florda since im leaving in 4 DAYS!!!!!!!!!! and then i went to gay ballet where shannon killed us like usual. but uh we got the rehersal schedule for this weekend and melissa is running my new solo for 2 in a half hours. me and melissa for 2 in a half hours doesnt mix. i dont even like that lady yet alone b bymyself in a room with her that long being tortured. ahhh god i cant wait till this weekends over. please i hope i make it thru it. and now shannon is tring to act like she cares and throwing in another 45 min solo rehersal for me when i have enough as it is. but watever....

im gettin really pissed at jake. like really. he hasnt called or talked to me in 5 days now. since monday nite after we dropped him off at home. i wonder where he is? or mayb he mad at me? who nos, but i wanna no why the hell he hasnt responded to any of my texts or calls. like everytime i call hes not there. where the hell is he at? and the least he could do is call me back. wata bastard im gettin pissed at him. errrrrrrrrr. and i wanna hang out with him soon but i cant gewt in touch with him so it looks like we aint. jesus god watever. ill probaly call him later tho just becucz im gay like that.

but anyway, i just woke up like 30 min ago, and got me some bfast and then hopped onto my comp like usual. in a lil bit im gonna attempt to get more packing done but who nos about that...and uh later today i have to go to dance for me 45 min solo rehersal so shannon can kill me. im so scared, god i really have solo rehersals. i guess this is wat i get tho...after that im done at 6:30...were gonna try and go to red lobster for gabis birthday cuz its today adn there going out to eat...and kinda for nicks going away partay cuz hes leaving for new york for 5 weeks and who nos, he mite not even come back! ahhh. not cool. but watever. and thats that, so after gabis thing were off to tracys house cuz were having 1 last partay before we leave for FLORIDA. hells yeah, and thats tat. then on saturday we all have dance at the same time and its all day long. not cool. there trying to kill us in one day, and basically thats becuz i alot of people are leaving on sunday for florida so they squeeze every dance possible in on saturday. watever im sick of this shit. and espeically how shannon scedules rehersals while were at flrodai? HELLL NO courtney ortiz will NOT b at those. she can kiss my ass. shes gay, i think the baby hormones are makin her C R A Z Y!!. raaaaaaa

watever im outta here. gots me some packin to do biotch.

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Jun 24, 2004

raaa im a troll

listening to: the low life- 4 walls
mood: WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SO TYPED AN ENTRY ON MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m positive. for sure. no questions about it. i no i did. and its gone. WHERE THEHELL DID IT GO?!?!?!?! i typed it after i woke up early when jake came over and then went back to sleep all day, and now im here on a wedensday nite and it totally disappeared!!!!!!!! im pissed watever

so i seems like to u i havent updated in a while but i have and alot of shit has been going on but watever.

yesterday...was the gayest day ever. so lets see lets go abck to monday nite...

so uh jake comes over on monday at freakin 9. wtf? but he came over cuz hes werid, and we hung out until 11:30 when my mom took him home, and he wasnt too happy with me when he left either and i dont no why. he was kinda pissed or something. i was like watevr .so i was mad that he was all pissed at me and i called him that nite but he ignored my calls and texts so watever. but anyway when he came over he asked me if i could watch jenna on tuesday cuz his mom really needed someone to watch her and everything and she didnt want her to stay home by herself and im like okay wateever. so i was quite pissed about that cuz i thought i was outta it the hole week, and his mom was like begging me and i was like fineeeeeeeeeeeee.

SO I WATCH THIS FREAKIN GIRL AGAIN AND IT WAS WORSE THEN LAST TIME. well not reall but it was really bad. let me tell u. she almost PULLED me into the pool. literally. i was hanging on for dear life to the rail of the pool to keep away from the freezing ice water. it was terrible and she wanted to swim. she was pissed man when i wouldnt go either IT WAS FUCKING COLD MAN. so i was like screw this and she painted my nails and i like i showd everyone at dance and they made funny me and shit and it was really gay so yeah. so that was babysitting....ugh

then i went to dance and had fun, and found out i have my solo during the day on friday which sucks, adn then uh nick came to the studio and picked me up cuz we were going to see DODGEBALL. holy jesus that was an awesome movie i loved it!!!!!!!!!!!!! so funny. go see it rite now. lol CRAM IT UP UR CRAM HOLE LA FLOOR. dude its crazy man

so i met nicks friend chaz and me nick and chaz went over his hosue afterwards and spent the nite and watched 13 which freaked them outa and stayed up real late. i fell asleep at 2:30 or something. so nick woke up early to get his hair cizut, and me and chaz slept in till 12 when nick woke us up to get ready and go get nicole. and we got nicole and went to towson and bought nothing but something for gabis birthday adn then went back to his house. then i stayed there till momy picked me up and nick, chaz and nicole went to chaz's baseball game and me ms atina and mommy went shoppin at whitemarsh. lookin for a solo top but ended up with something totally different from planned. i like it tho but who nos wats going on. and uh then i bought some shit at ae and everything was cool. that was my nite

i think tomorrow im doing nothing but going ot dance, mayb see jake, and then on friday i mite go shopping with stpeh and its gabis birthday so were doing something and then partay at the tracyies. woo hoo. so yeah its late and im tired. i stayed up all nite talking to my sluts and everything, and im going to sleep so cya kids.

RAAAAAAAAAAA

TRROOOOOOOOLLL!!!!!!!!!!

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Jun 21, 2004

hotshots SHOW!!

listening to: sublime- pool shark
mood: tiredddddd

alrite so lets see...yesterday was the HOT SHOT SHOW!!! woo hoo. it kicked ass baby, but i was dead tired. well as i already said, i had a ton of people from dance over on saturday nite and all we did was P A R T A Y!!!! and i new that no one would go to bed, and basically no one did, everyone stayed up to atleast 5. lol...and we had to do the hole damn hotshot show the next day and i guess no one really cared if they wwould b tired the hole time.

so as for the party, we were crazy kids, we watched 13, and school of rock, and talked about god nos wat, and we played, suck and bowl cuz thats are famous game that were all so freakin good at...and spin the bottle. and that wasnt really any fun becuz we only had one guy, so all the girls were being sexy and kissing eachother, and when nick span the bottle towards me, i was like NOPE THATS ILLEGAL! and i kissed him on his knee. lol hmmm, i dont need jake finding out that, he was pissed enough that i had a party and didnt invite him. well it was with all my friends that he doesnt no and wat not but watever hes werid lol.

we went swimming the cold water outside, and then my dad made a fire and we stood around that for a while to warm up after we swam for like 30 min and then it started to get freezing cold. then we ate alot of food. like we ate all the new food we just got its crazy. lol, i guess cuz were really fat like that. and it was just so fun and there was so much crap made up at the party. for example.
new adjectives...

gorecki- means a positive adj. ex. WHOA UR SO GORECKI
goreski- means a negative adj. ex. ew wat are u thinking thats definatly goreski.

so thats kinda our new language, we freakin say gorecki and goreski for about everything now. lol so funy, and also our sing language. funnnnnay. but yeah alot fo shit happen that ntie and i guess i was to tired to remember everything, i did go to bed around 5 after watching gabi emily and jackie streak in my backyard. after that i was like im done wit this crazyness im going to bed. i no that alexa stayed up all nite, and my mom woke up early and they talked all morning. well that sure is fun! lol and then everyone esle went to bed after me then i guess. and it was so crammed into my house since it isnt that large. maria and lauren slept on my bed, gabi slept on my couch, kaite me jess and cookie slept on my floor in my room...and everyone esle coulda fit but theywere gay and didnt wanna, they wanted to sleep in the living rom cuz it was dieing hot in my room and they wanted to still stay up. so nick emily, jakie, tracey and alexa all slept out there. but it was so funny we were hyper man and then we all woek up early, ate all my food and watched old dance tapes until 12:30 when we left for cheaspeak high. so that was that

so then there was the hotshot show...how fun, it was quite deadly lemme tell u, but it all felt pretty good to me. besides when i spilt my toe AGAIN in free and nick totally ran me over not noing it and killed my food but its all beetter. still it was fun, and the speech at the finale was INCREDIBBLE i loved it so much!!!!! rockin it out

me and steph and gabi and nick, we all decided to go out to eat afterward, so we went to the local and amazing restruant pizza johns. mm that place has the best pizza. so we ate there and talked and got fat and talked and i didnt get home until around 11:30. and then i talked to jake all last nite about god nos wat cuz i havent seen him in about 4 days. but he was scaring me cuz he said that he was gonna come over in the morning early, bust into my house and lay in my bed with me and i thought he was crazy. so i was paranoid to go to sleep. ahhhhh scary. lol. but lets see, i set my alarm at 9:30 just in case he wasnt lieing...and i woke up this morning at 8:30 from a kid named jake who ran and jumped on me to wake me up. omg i had a heart attack it was crazy, and who nos how he got into my ohuse, i guess he found the hidden key outside. omg so funny it was crazy, so we hung out for a while at fuckin 8 in the morning and walked around outside and stuff cuz he rode his bike. and he was talking about how he wanted to go swimming over amanadas and everything but who nos about that, he alwasy invites himself over there, and then that was that. he left about a half hour ago so i could go back to sleep since i didnt get any sleep the other day, but i kinda cant go to bed now that im up but im gonna try,...

oh and i got outta babysitting this hole week. and i didnt wanan get out all week just for today cuz i new i would b dead. which i m but i dunnno. and i no that me and nick are chillin on tuesday after danceeeeeeeee. woo hoo, im excited, its the only week nick will b home before he leaves for SAB for 5 weeks. thats crazy, so after dance on tuesday im going over his house and weer going to see dodgeballl and then shop the next day since nick got his LISENCE. woo hoo....

and i found out that im NOT going to the dashboard concert...
so lemme tell u about this. i had dance on thursday and i had my solo, so sice its gabis bday on friday, i decided to just switch times with her on friday so i would go on her birthday and she could go on thursday so i could go to the dashboard concert. ughhhhhhh sooooo thats wat jake tells me, hes like i mite b able to get ur tickets if ur interested and im like YES YES i wanted to go so bad, i so ichange my schedule, now i have to go to dance on friday AND thursday, and its scerw. i asked him about it last nite while we were on the fone...he was like, well nicks mom bought 3 tickets, 1 for nick 1 for herself and 1 for his sis, nick said that his mom and sis decided not to go and asked jake if he wanted the tickets and he said yeah, but then found out that thye decided to go again at the last minute and now we have 0 tickets and everything. so im pissed, i wanted to go so bad but watever. lol guess ill have to wait till next summer DAMNIT. watever.

alrite im gonna try and go back to sleep and ill check with u kids later. PEACCE

the slut Sobeautiful20 posted this shit at 10:11 am
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Jun 20, 2004

PARTAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

listening to: further seems forever- justice prevails
mood: CRAZY MAN, IM FUCKING PARTAYING.

SO HEY WERE ALL PARTAYING CUZ WERE SEXY!!!!

ME, ALEXA, EMILY, GABI, MARIA, LAUREN, JACKIE, KATIE, TRACY, NICK COOKIE AND JESSICA ARE SLUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dude everyone came over after the rectial and were all just having a sweet ass time being hyper and well problay not gonna get to sleep eeven tho we have gay hotshot show tomorrow. who cares rite. WERE HAVING SO MUCH FREAKING FUN.

we freakin went swimming and its crazy and we lasted for a long time, and now were all smooshed in my room crazy crowded and stuff like screaming and being hyper like usual.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS U GUYS KICK ASSSSSSSSSSSS hells yeah!!!!

so im going back to the crazy nite thats ahead of me wooo hooo

oh yeah i think im going to the DASHBOARD CONCERT!!! im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the slut Sobeautiful20 posted this shit at 02:41 am
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