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Aug 29, 2004

summers offically OVER

listening to: damien rice- volcano
mood: boreeeeeeeeed

alrite kids,

today is offically the last day of summer...

for me. and how m i enjoying my last day u ask? well im sitting at home bored as fuck doing nothing!

i got outta dance for the weekend. we had these weekened long classes from 9-5 on saturday and sunday and im like hell no im not doin that. but i really shoulda cuz im quite bored now. i just cant get up that early. i was up all nite on saturday talking to jake and then last nite beavis and butthead was on and thats my FAV so i stayed up and watched that. anway i think thats a good reason to sleep in on my last day of summer. er. anyway i have to make up a bunch of hours for dance since i wasnt there all summer. oh well. haha that probaly wont happen

alrite good news since last time i posted.

im not prego!!!!! woooooo...well aleast i dont think i m. and tracy got hers today and i still havent gotten mine but im not worried about it anymore hehe. so yay

jake was quite pleased to hear that, and then we hung out last nite and he treated me so nice thank god. cuz he was quite bitchy all week. but im still waiting for my periodical to come and im gettin impaientent. im kinda looking forward to it...who does that? ugh

so i really wish jake would invite me jet skiing with him. i coulda went yesterday but i told him i was goig to dance and ended up not anyway. so when i went over his parents house they were mad that i didnt get to go with them and they were telling me how much fun they had. they actually invited me to go again 2day but i kinda thought i was going to dance so i guess thats why jake never called. well i was planning on going to dance god damnit. i guess i just shoulda. oh well, my wonderful summer day is over. and im stuck in the house with daddy cuz mommys never home anymore to take me anywhere. errrrrrrrrrr

school is 2morrow and im def not looking forward to it. i just kinda wanna see all my friends, i have good classes too now that my schedule got changed. i begged until they changed it cuz my old guidance constler loves me so much. i got switched outta learning about gay children to crafts cuz i love art class. so now i have alegebra 2 with jake in the morning and then crafts with justin..so it worked out perfectly. one more class with jake! woop. cuz its not like i ever see him in school hes too cool for me lol... but yea i guess school will b okay. i remember the first day of schol last year and it was quite gay, this years will probaly b the same in gayness but i guess its all good or something. errrr schools gayyyyyyyyyy

im starting drivers ed the day after labor day...how fun, one step closer to my lisence. i get my permit in novermber so im kinda just gettin it outta the way early the only thing that sucks is that i dont no anyone who is taking it with me cuz jake dont wanna cuz his birthday aint until june so he thinks hell forget everything they taught him and wont be able to rememebre it then, so hes like taking it later or something. wata fag. i need someone to take it with but i guess i can suck it up and do it. but hey it gets me outta the first 2 dyas back to dance. its from monday to thursday for 3 weeks for 3 horus. i no its going to b boring as hell. i really aint looking forward to it, but thank god i dont have dance for like 3 weeks so i can actually get it done. that kidna rocks..

alrite so im real bored, i need to find smotehing to do. it was really hott outside and i coulda gotten in our cool pool...haha...but i have no one to get in with besides my dad and that def dont sound like any fun. all my friends are at dance having fun where i should b rite now but im a very bad girl. and then all my school friends have better things to do and jakes out having fun on jet skis. errr my life sucks

so long summer, cant wait till next year, ill b driving EVERYWHERE biotch!

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Aug 25, 2004

big long surveyyyyyyyyyy

alrite kids so i got really bored and after reading alexas blog i stole this long ass survey from her. mayb it will help and get my mind clear and stop stressing out about all this stuff. oh yeah and just to mention, i woke up about 30 min ago and its 2:30 rite now. how hott is that?!!? ABOUT YOU
Your full name::	Courtney Nicole Ortiz
Age::	15
Height::	5'1??? i hope
Natural hair colour::	brown...
Eye colour::	brown
Number of siblings::	00000000
Glasses/contacts?::	nah
Piercings::	uh 3 in each ear...going for more soon!
Tattoos::	nah i would like one tho
Braces?::	yes, god damnit ive had them for 2 years and there ugly as all hell and need to just hurry up and get my teeth straight already
FAVOURITE
Colour::	pinks...mmm
Band::	so many bands, i think i mite have to go with dashboard rite now. they always rock.
Song::	to many i cant even decide holy jesus
Stuffed animal::	probaly my hello kitty just cuz jakey gave it to me! awwwww
Video game::	i guess ddr since im a cool fagget like that
TV show::	well, i heart degrassi!!! with a passion, but theres so many other good shows too...i love the 80s or 90s rocks too. that 70s show! oh god i love it
Movie::	oh jesus these question are hard shit. raaa too many. but recently i really liked the butterfly effect! and dodgeball lol
Book::	i dont read, but the one book i read that was decent was speak
Food::	crabbs. thats one good thing about living in maryland. oh and cant forget shrimpies
Game on a cell phone::	i never stop playing tetris, im obsessed
CD cover::	um i dont no lol
Flower::	i dunno there pretty and all
Scent::	Cocunut yummay
Animal::	pandas. hehe
Comic book::	dont read them, arent they for nerds or something?
Cereal::	cinnamon toast crunch
Website::	um, i like to shop, so any one of my stores websites im usually on just searching for more clothes, and google rocks cuz i love doing research lol...who does that?
Cartoon::	i like daria, lol, beavis and butthead used to be my favorite tho.
DO YOU
Play an instrument?::	i used to...play the cool ass clarinet
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?::	um i def doubt it. im more into listening to music
Like to sing?::	i do, and im told i suck so i barley do :(
Have a job?::	no but i wish i did. i think dancing is like a job and not getting paid. lol, but hopefully the day will come when i can make money myself. ahh
Have a cell phone?::	yeah
Like to play sports?::	sure, i like to play sports if im taught how to..or im good at it which im usually not lol
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?::	yea..awww jakie poo
Have a crush on someone?::	i heart my jakey
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?::	nope usa all the way
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::	yeah i do, how random is that?
Have any special talents/skills?::	i guess u can say im a decent dancer.
Excercise daily?::	yeah, well almost daily. thanks dance!
Like school?::	i think its alrite. the classes suck, inbetween them rocks, and my school is just altogether gay.
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?::	lemme try....nope
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::	oh yes only dancers can!
Speak any other languages?::	no not really. i m spanish, and cant speak it. i really wanna no why i always fail that class...
Go a day without food?::	ummm no i think i would probaly die
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::	i have...one time me and natalie talked on the fone all nite. i stayed up till 8 in the morning when my mom left for work. woo hoo
Read music, not just tabs?::	sure
Roll your tongue?::	i guess so?
Eat a whole pizza?::	ive ate 6 pieces b4? does that count?
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?::	ive always attempted. i would if my dad didnt get up for work at 3 in the morning lol
Cried to get out of trouble?::	oh yes do it all the time
Gotten lost in your city?::	my city is small so def not.
Seen a shooting star?::	yea i see them all the time. wow i feel speical
Been to any other countries besides the united states?::	yuppp...australia!!!! so crazy
Had a serious surgery?::	well i got a surgery on my mouth cuz my teeth were screwed. but it was "serious" so no? lol
Stolen something important to someone else?::	i dont think?
Solved a rubiks cube?::	nah im way to dumb for that
Gone out in public in your pajamas?::	yeah all the time, bummy out rocks
Cried over a girl?::	hahahhaha yeah!
Cried over a boy?::	yeahhhhh all the time
Kissed a random stranger?::	um i dont think so
Hugged a random stranger?::	ummmm i dont think so?
Been in a fist fight?::	nope
Been arrested?::	nope
Done drugs?::	uummm...
Had alcohol?::	yessssssssssssss mmmmmm
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::	um no? m i suppost to or something. is that the cool thing to do? lol
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::	me and jake did it ever time in florida
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?::	well i walked to the bus once, and waited and waited and a car drove by and told me a had a delay. school wasnt cancled but that mite count lol
Swore at your parents?::	yeah and i get smacked
Been to warped tour?::	could went if it wasnt for my damn lil girl i babysat.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?::	yes if u havent u must try cuz its so funny!
Been in love?::	i think im in love
Been close to love?::	huh?
Been to a casino?::	yeah las vegas baby
Ran over an animal and killed it?::	my daddy has, i dont drive yet...soon will tho
Broken a bone?::	my pinky. ouchie
Gotten stitches?::	nah
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?::	who does that?
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?::	hahhah no but jake tryed it once. his bro bet him some money he couldnt do it and he was doing so good and then he drank like half of it and puked the rest of the nite...i really dont no why he decided to do that while i was there...errr
Made homemade muffins?::	raga muffins are the way to go!
Bitten someone?::	sure
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?::	yeah man just got back!
More than 5 times?::	3..DAMNT
Been to niagra falls?::	YES! it wasnt that exciting but i can still say i went!
Burped in someones face?::	burp and blowww
Gotten the chicken pox?::	yea i was a baby
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth::	last nite...oh shit i need to brush brb...
Went to the bathroom::	alrite im back. i went this morning when i woke up. i mean this afternoon when i woke up. basically to check if i got it yet and still havent. god damnit it needs to hurry
Saw a movie in theaters::	i think it was anchorman with jake at florida
Read a book::	for school...romeo and juliet
Had a snow day::	last winteer
Had a party::	last partay i had was when everyone came over after recital..how fun
Had a slumber party::	well recently ive had many, i dont no how many people a slumber partay consits of..
Made fun of someone::	yesterday, i do it everyday its so funn
Tripped in front of someone::	dude im clumsy wat can i say
Went to the grocery store::	a while back with mommy
Got sick::	i dunno
Cursed::	like 5 min ago
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables::	fruit
Black/white::	black
Lights on/lights off::	off
TV/movie::	TV
Car/truck::	car
Body spray/lotion::	body spray..mmm i heart our dessert spray
Cash/check::	$$
Pillows/blankets::	blankets...i cant sleep without one
Headache/stomach ache::	raaa head ache. gets fixed easier
Paint/charcoal::	paint
Chinese food/mexican food::	ewww neither
Summer/winter::	summer
Snow/rain::	snow
Fog/misty::	misty
Rock/rap::	rock
Meat/vegetarian::	meat
Boy/girl::	girl
Chocolate/vanilla::	both i heart them all
Sprinkles/icing::	icing
Cake/pie::	cake
French toast/french fries::	oh god, french fries...that was a hard one
Strawberries/blueberries::	strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool::	ocean..more fun
Hugs/kisses::	both are great
Cookies/muffins::	cookies
p33n/bewbz::	uhh excuse me?
Wallet/pocket::	wallet
Window/door::	wat? uh door ahha
Emo/goth::	EMO
Pink/purple::	pink
Cat/dog::	doggy
Long sleeve/short sleeve::	short sleeve..i sweat too much for long sleeves
Pants/shorts::	pants
Winter break/spring break::	winter break...its longer
Spring/autumn::	spring...means schools almost over
Clouds/clear sky::	clear...pretty clouds are good.
Moon/mars::	moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?::	23875208983 to b EXACT!
What are their names?::	oh jesus.. short and sweet. everyone at dance. ESPECIALLY jazz 1-4 and ESPECIALLY all the girls in our ballet class cuz we just rock the house! and dont forget nick! plus, stephy, and nick,my school girls and school guys i heart u all. AND JAKEY! and my hotties natalie
Do you have a best friend?::	i have so many friends, one of my real bestest friends tho has to be jake
Have you ever liked one of your friends?::	liked liked? yeah
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::	i have like tons of girls from dance, and then at school i have tons of guy friends...hmm thats odd
Have you ever lost a friend?::	ya.
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?::	me and nat just went to hershey, and soon enough were all goin back!
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::	raaaaaaa so many!!!!!
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?::	sure lol, but im not to much of an agurmental type of person
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::	i dont no? lol u tell me friend
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::	who nos they always do nice shit lol
Do you miss any of your old friends?::	i miss kelly taylor. lol
What friend have you known the longest?::	problay natalie...hahah WE ARE THE GIRLS ON MINNIE STREET!
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?::	i dont no
If so, what is it?::	!??!?!!??
How often do you spend time with your friends?::	like all the time its crazynesslemme tell u
Do any of your friends drive?::	yes sir, alexa, katie tracy, nick, stephy, and i will b shortly!
Has a friend of yours ever died?::	um no?
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?::	who nos
What do you think your friends think of you?::	i think they think im a complete pyscho kid cuz im freaking pregnant. yeah thats wat u guys think u dont fool me
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?::	yea
If you have, with who?::	jakey
Are you single?::	nopers
Are you in a relationship?::	yes i m at the moment,
If so, for how long?::	its been about 1 year and 9 months, holy jesus 2 years is a commin along
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?::	yes
What is your idea of the best date?::	going somewhere were we wont b bothered and alone, and talk and chill and get to no eachother and cuddle and kiss and all that shit, and then wrestle lol!
What was your first kiss like?::	it was dirty and disgusiting and terrible lol
How old were you when you got your first kiss?::	end of 6th grade. so i was 12?
Do you think love is a load of shit?::	no i heart love and everything about it
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?::	best experiance? dude ive had so many wonderful experiences its not even funny
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::
Have you ever been dumped?::	yes
Have you ever dumped someone?::	yes
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?::	no need to tell u
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers::	feet
Hat::	head
Hard::	nail
Free::	boxes. ewwwwwwwwww
Space::	the moon
Taste::	tounge
Good charlotte::	there from maryland!
Red::	blood which needs to b coming outta me rite now EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
Deep::	water
Heart::	love
Cord::	phone line
Cheese::	grilled cheese
Rain::	puddles
Work::	mommy and daddy
Pedal::	bike, or is that the other petal like a flower?
Head::	hair
Bed::	sleep
Fluff::	clouds
Hardcore::	U R HARDCORE
Race::	running
Knife::	sandwich
Jump::	my favorite nerd song lol
I.... HEART U
am::	going psycho rite now
want::	to get my period
need::	to get my period
crave::	period!..who craves that? i sure do!!
love::	being with jake
hate::	not gettin it
did::	nothing today
feel::	miserable
miss::	CALIFORNIA, and period
am annoyed by::	NOT GETTIN MY GOD DAMN PERIOD!!!!!
would rather::	be shopping rite now with unlimtied mula
am tired of::	having my gay body tricking me and never getting it :(
will always::	love my friends and jakey poo
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?::	i heart rocky emo punk stuff
What time is it now?::	3:17 pm
What day is it?::	aug 25. exactly a week after when i was suppost to get it
Whens the last time you called someone?::	last person i called was last nite i called jake cuz he hung up on me
How much money do you have right now?::	umm about 100 and some. not much becuz i did have 500
Are you hungry?::	no i just ate waffles
Whatcha doin?::	typing this shit, thinkin about gettin it and listening to fiona once again cuz i heart her musicccccc
Do you like parades?::	there okay, i like watching them on tv then actually at the place cuz i no i didnt get to see one part of any parade in disney world cuz its too crowded
Do you like the moon?::	sure, id like to visit it too
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::	um, probaly get a shower and get ready to go to the hospital cuz im going t visit popppy!!!
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::	lol NO u whore
If you could have any magical power what would it be?::	being able to have acess to the most money in the world all the time, and flying cuz then i wouldnt need a car
Have you ever had a picnic?::	i remember ive attempted one...but ants got everwhere
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::	yeah i got a pink one for my birthday they rocked i was so good at it man
What about sock em boppers?::	holy jesus i m the master at those things
Are you wearing any socks right now?::	ew hell no i only wear socks when i wear tennis or if im dancing lol
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?::	um no actually i dont ahha
pretty?::	i think im average. nothing off the top tho
sarcastic?::	yah usually m
lazy?::	SUPER LAZY!!
hyper?::	all the time...espeically in the late nite hours
friendly?::	sure i like everyone most the time
evil?::	extremely
smart?::	no not at all, i bet u 10 bucks i fail all my honors classes
strong?::	i think im quite strong
talented?::	yeah i guess so
dorky?::	yes FOR SURE
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high::	nick hahaha
skip::	me i love to skip
dance::	mcpa kids
lonely::	ugh
pen::	wtf
flower::	rose from titantic
window::	muffin
psycho::	ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
brain freeze::	uhhhh
orange::	the tannin lady upstairs
sassy::	ra
jelly::	hahahahha, jake. cuz he always eats PB&JS
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide::	against
love::	for
drunk drivers::	against
airplanes::	for
war::	against
canada::	for... SCOTTY!! and DEGRASSI
united states::	for
rock music::	for
gay marriage::	for
school::	against
surveys::	FOR
parents::	against
cars::	for
killing::	against
britney spears::	against but she can dance!
coffee::	tis cool and all i just dont like it so against
pants::	for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?::	probaly
Play strip poker?::	yeah
Run away?::	yeah
Curse at a teacher?::	nah no point
Not take a shower for a week?::	yeah i would if i was gettin payed
Ask someone out?::	nahhh guys do that not girls u silly kid
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?::	nah thats fake
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?::	sure
Go scuba diving?::	i went snokeling at florida lol
Write a book?::	no i cant rite. and hate reading boooks so tahts n o
Become a rockstar?::	i would love to,
Have casual sex?::	no thats dirty
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?::	pantinee, i heart bed head tho but thats a once in a life time thing cuz were cheap
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?::	sunday! lol
What kind of computer do you have?::	a sony
What grade are you in?::	im a sophy
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?::	i have
Or just make out?::	i love just making out tho
How many posters do you have in your room?::	hmm have to say a big 0. in the search of some decent ones tho
How many cds do you have?::	over 50 wow aint that something...but its not like all the gay cds u owned when u were lil like nsync and shit. its all music i like so i think im off to a good start so shut the hell up.
What time is it now?:: 3:31

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Aug 23, 2004

i wish i may i wish i mite i wish ill get my period 2nite!

listening to: nerd- shes sexy
mood: pissed

so i havent wrote in a while cuz im been so busy, ive barley been home. ive been everywhere with everyone chillin. marias partay this past weekend rocked. it was crazy, we went tubing and i loved it, then bowling and stuff it was so fun. and i dunno ive chilled with my girls all week long, and saw jake im between then. but the one thing on my mind rite now isnt a good thing cuz its not too good..
so i was suppost to get my periodical 5 days ago. and thats def not good. its going on 6 toomororw. i was suppost to get it on wedensday and never did. ugh. this isnt cool. its scaring me. ahhhh, i think im pregnat. i probaly m. but tracy hasnt gotten hers either and we got ours the same time last time. soooo its all good, as of now. but thsi has never happened to me before im like flipping out and jake is going crazy. i dont understand if im not prego why i cant just et it rite now? it just likes to scare me and shit. errrrrrrrrr im gettin so pissed. but yeah, so im screwd. and thats that. i will be so happy the day i get it and evrything. i cant wait, if that day ever comes. ugh im scured. so thats wats been on my mind the past couple of days. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate my life...

2morrow me and lex are going shopping with a bunch of people. and uh, im going up to the school to get my schedule changed. but its all good i guess. i just wanna get switched into crafts!

so thats that, i hope i wish i pray i get it soon or i mite kill myself. seriously. i dont need all this stress.... AHHHHHHHHHH hate!

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Aug 14, 2004

raaaaaa

listening to: my new n.e.r.d cd wooo
moood: bored

alrite so its saturday. yes it is. and wat m i doing at 3:30 on a wonderful saturday afternoon? SITTING AT FUCKING HOME thats rite. who does that? lol well im quite pissed that im sitting at home but i sure did have fun these past couple of days.

on thursday i never ended up chilling with jake during the day cuz hes a bad boy and is punished for something im not stating cuz i dont need the hole world to find out. but its not good and i dunno how long hell b punished for or anything but i was kinda pissed cuz i wanted to hang out with my baby but hey it was his own fault. anyway, on thursday nite alexa picked me up and we went to her house so i could spend the nite, and then we went to toys r us, k bee toys and spencers in search of a treasure troll doll for me but they dont exist anymore at all. damnit thats not col at all. then we were trying to get tracy to come over and came to the conclusion that we should all just drive over my hosue since no one is home kinda. well my dad leaves for work at 3 in the morning, and my mom left to go up to ocean city to visit poppy...i really dont no why i didnt go with her but watever, anyway. alexas mommy wouldnt let tracy come over, adn then we asked if we could just sleep at my house since i have sue and degrassi and she said no it was too late to drive and it raining when it wasnt and it wasnt cool. so we stayed up all nite talking to tracy and other random people on the internet. how fun, isnt that wat we do EVERY NITE? lol alrite so yeah, we made plans for tracy to come over at alexas and just chill with us all day on friday and she would come over at 7, but we both slept in. i didnt wake up till 12:30 and alexa said that tracy was gettin there at 1:30. so we get there, and we drive over to panera and eat lunch since it was my first time ever eating there WOO. and then i had to go to the gay ass orthodontisti so thye could screw around with my teeth like usual. afterwards i told alexa early since its near my house to just drop me off afterwards cuz i figured i would skip dance cuz im bad and hang out with jake but jake couldnt do anything anyway cuz he was punsihed cuz hes bad soooooo yeah that didnt work out. so we drive me all the way home. pull up in the driveway, and they talk me into staying, and talked me into going to dance. raaaaaaaa. so i go get my dance clothes, tell my dad wats up, and we were outta there. since we were closeby we decided to make a visit at jakes house and say hi since i new i probaly wont see the poor kid for a long time. er. and that sure was fun. then off to best buys we went. i bought my new n e r d cd but it took me so long to decide what cd to purchase outta. nerd, cursive, or damien rice. well tray has damien rice so ill just grab that from her, aand then i bought a 50 pack of blank cds since i ran out and i wanted to go tot he library and get some cds to burn but couldnt cuz my moms a fagget. then off to the dollarstore where i bought 2 picture frames and then to micheals where we all bought these huge 4 dollar collaggee picture frame things for our walls and there so cool. so that was that and ten we went to dance and i had a gay old time and i went home to where i chatted with my hott boyfriend all nite. woo hoo

and that was my FRIDAY! jeeez

well as of today, my gay friends talked me into going to jazz at 9 in themorning today not noing it was gonna b another remake of the crazy 80's guy from la. holy jesus, it was like a freakin ballet class in paralle. all we did was jazz barre? wtf and then had fun in the center with the gayest combo in the world. and then she comments me on how wel i was doing the combo when i didnt even give one inch of trying? that lady was psycho but hey she can think i tryed if she wanted to, she didnt no herslef but she liked how i "used the music" or something gay like that WOo. alrite so ive been sitting at home painting my picture frames since 11. i finally just finished one, and i hung it up. i painted the frame baby pink and the inside hott pink and its a bunch of pics from LA. its so hott i heart it. and i broke the glass to my other frame so my daddy has to make me a new one damnit. arrrrrrrggggghhhh. dude i hope we do something tonite but i doubt we are but i hope so cuz im bored already
and im starving cuz im cool like that so im gonna go get some snacks...woo

alexas a fucking chipmunk

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Aug 12, 2004

these past couple of days...

listening to: sue!!! and queen lol good mix rite there
mood: upset

well i found out bad news about poppy today, poppys been sick even before he went to va beach with me for the comp but he tryed to hide it while we were there so we could enjoy himself. hes been throwing up alot and he doesnt no why, so they finally took him to the docters today, and too a bytopsi or watever and they found out that poppys really sick. they dont no wat it is but they found a bunch of stuff in his stomach which isnt good and they said that he has to stay in the hospital for a while. im really upset, cuz first of all they still dont no wats wrong with him which i no it probaly isnt good and then im scared hes gonnna die soon. this isnt good news, i think poppy can pull thru for a while but he really is a sick old man and i love him way too much for him to go so soon, hopefully im just alil over pressured rite now and hell b fine. please god let him b fine for a while. i love my poppy. so that was my bad news of the nite, my mom wants to go down and visit him since nanny is all upset and needs someone there with her but mommy cantget off work. pop also said it would make him feel better if he saw her, so my mom wants to either drive down on friday or saturday to the ocean to go visit and im coming her. i dont mind, i get outta dance and everything but i just really hope hes okay. i wuv u pop

alrite so besides the sadness, i went shopping 2nite at hollister and bought some junk and that was that, and tomorrow i think im chillin with jake during hte day cuz im a bad girl, and then that nite im spending the nite at lexs im pretty sure. woo funn times, but yeah thats that, and the other day i finally got outta babysitting cuz i hated it and i hate getting up early, now i can finally sleep in. i felt so bad but i guess its okay now. jesus im such a bad kid.

alrite so im tired,e and i mite b getting up early tomorrow? who nos, but ill write lataaaaaaaa

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Aug 9, 2004

home from LAAAAA

watching: degrassi MY FAV
mood: tired...

so i got home from la yesterday and it was crazy fun. FUN FUN FUN. so much happened i cant even explain, and u no me how i rite extra extra long entries but at the moment i dont feel like having to think about every lil thing that happened and i think i just wanna go watch degrassi so i think im gonna make this short or something lol...

so on sunday nite we went to citywalk and hard rock cafe to eat which was some fun lemme tell u, and i bought a roxy la shirt, how nifty...
on monday nite we went to hollywood and saw the chinese theather and got pics and junk like that and me and lex bought that jessica simpson dessert make up and everything and spilt it since it was 34 bucks for just 1 thing so were cool hells yeah

and onnnn tuesday we went to santa monica pier and got in the pacific ocean since i can now saw i swam in the pacific and junk, played putt putt and ddr, and went shopping at a huge outside mall and i bought a 60 buck puma track jacket mmmm i love it.
on wednesday nite we stayed in and thats when the drama happened. how fun, tracy and allie went crazy and that was just a wonderful evening work it ladies. lol
alrite so thursday was our last day of the classes and WADE ROBSON TAUGHT US!!!!!!! holy jesus thats crazy, u mite b like whos wade? well wade is the crazyest and hottest hip hopper of all time. he had his own show "the wade robson project" on mtv last fall, and it was crazy how he came and fit time into his scheudule to come teach some random kids a class. that was awesome, and being the gay girl that i m i forgot my camera the one day someone famous comes so i got my pic with him from allies camera. woo hooo cant wait to get that back.
finally on friday we went to univeral studios and got on all the rides and shopped and had tons of fun, woo hoo....

so yesterday we got home and that was our la trip. so many good times with my kids, i cant even remember everything that went on holy jesus godddddddd. and i can not wait to get the pics developed.

well as u can see, im still stuck on la time which means i stay up crazy late and sleep all day. def not cool. so uhhhh today i saw jake after he got home from mrtyle beach and we both talked about how our trips were since i didnt talk to jake the hole time i was in la becuz he left his cel fone at home. wata dork i thought he died. but alrite its all good i think im gonna go now and watch tv and keep on searching the internet for a used eclispe for a decent price. woo hoo...peaceeeeeeeee

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Jul 31, 2004

LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

listening to: the low life- bag of money
mood: ESTATIC!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG TODAY IS LA OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait, were leaving at 6:30 2nite, and will get at la at 8 in la time, and 11 at home time. OMG IM SO EXCITED. this is gonna rock!!!!!!

so im gonna seee a bunch of celebs and im gonna b crazy partaying every nite with the kidds and im gonna buy tons of stuff even tho i only brought 400 bucks cuz im cheap...ugh, oh well, and uh im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alrite alrite so im outta here going to have a fucking ass kicking time for a hole week while ur having fun at home!! hahahaha PEACE NIGGA!!!!!! b back in a week!!!

i love u jakeeeeeeey

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Jul 30, 2004

HOLY SHIT 1 DAY

listening to: phantom planet- california
mood: EXCITED!

CALI IS IN 1 DAY!!!!!!!!!!! 1 DAY 1 DAY 1 DAY 1 DAY

and jakey is coming home 2nite and im soooooooooo excited to see him only for like 2 hours cuz im gay and HAVE to go to modern class!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!

alrite so anyway, lets see, my day...

it was definatly boring and gay. i did absolutely nothing all day. i woke up 2day from alexas fone call from the farm fair at 12. i coulda slept longer but i couldnt fall back asleep after my loud ass fone. errr. but lex called me to tell me to come down and yeah rite i have no ride and i had to pack. but i love the farm fair damnit i wish i could go this year, this is the first time ive like missed it in like history of farm fairness. damn thats not good. alrite so all day i packed. i packed and packed some more and found more junk and im packing everything possible with me into 1 suitcase and a bookbag. ugh, i did accomplish alil tho, i got our biggest suitcase possible, put all the clothes i need washed in one pile, all my clothes i need unwrinkled in another and packed everything so far that was clean, as of now i have all my dance shit, shorts and some shirts and there still more to come. so im having fun with that. im just so excited i cant take it anymore. and uhhh after all that bullshit of packing and not doing anything, i decided to go to dance and have fun with my friend alexa in our cool 6 people ballet class with karen. holy jesus i was gonna shoot myself, so stupid and i havent taken ballet in 3 weeeks and im sour now and im gonna cry, but it was stupid WASTE OF ME AND LEX'S TIME! rite lex. im glad i took one tho, thats unusual of me...so that was my day. rite now im in a chat with lex jess and tracy talking about nothing and uhhhh im skipping going to see the village 2morrow after dance cuz i have to hang with jakey poo cuz he bought me alil sumbin sumbin and i gotta see him!!!!! were both leaving for a week and ill have a nervous breakdown if i dont see that kid before i go. so thats that im so excited to see him but its getting late, i need to go to bed early so i can wake up and get all my packing done so PEACE!

***yeah biotch

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Jul 28, 2004

jakes gonna kill someone when hes mad

listening to: the low life- 4 walls
mood: happy to b home

so im back...and yes im FINALLY home...its felt like forever, rite after flordia i was home for only 1 day and was out the door again until today. whew thats crazy. but im real glad to b home..even though im gonna b outta here again on saturday...ahh this is maddness! lol alrite so im home from ocean city...after i finished riting in my blog thing morning we were out the door and on the road for home. me poppy and nanny. the drive went by quick...i played games on my fone and listend to the low life, fiona, and blink the hole way home so it went by real fast which is all good. but anyway lets talk about yesterdays excitement with jake...

JAKE GOT THE MADDEST AT ME HES EVER BEEN IN HIS HOLE ENTIRE LIFE YESTERDAY!!!!!
omg it was sooooooooooooo scaryyyyy!!!!! so lemme explain.

so yesterday i waited around for a while to do something with jake...since yesterday was the most decent day its been in days they went to the beach for practially the entire day so thats wat i figured... anyway, i called him and asked him if he wanted to do anything and he said ill call u after my shower...so i wait a hour in a half..damn that was a long ass shower...and i call him back im like we arent doing anything are we and hes like i dont no...u wanna come up? and im like sure. so pop drives me over to the hotel near them where justin and jake met us on bikes...oh god. so i rode all the way back to justins place on the handlebars of jakes bike it was SO SCARY! and not cool i almost died like 7 times lol.
soooooo we get there and chill for alil and there both in the bathing suits and told me to get mine on we were going to the beach...and this is when the drama started....

so me justin and jake went to the beach around 6 when no one was there...atleast no one was as dumb as us to be getting in the water, well justin was being werid and didnt wanna get in, and i go feel it and its SOOOO COLD. so i wa slike no way man im not getting it..and jakes like YES U ARE and starts chasing me down the beach!!!1 it was crazy and he finally caught me and carryed me down and threw me in and i was so pissed i splashed him and everything, so then im like ur done im not getting in and hes like yeah huh so it started again the chasing and running aorund...he finally caught me, he threw me over his shoulder and was carrying me to the water and while he was i was smacking his back screaming cuz i didnt wanna get in...after 4 smacks he dropped me like real hard, and threw me on the ground and started SCREAMIN AT ME! he was like IM DONE FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U and im like sitting there all sandy, justins staring at him and jake storms away for home...i run up to him and im like im sorry and hes like fuck u ur going home im not kidding im done with this shit fuck u and i kept saying im sorry and hes walking away saying, go get ur shit ur going home ur going home fuck u and im like so upset like he was screaming it at me it was so scary. so justins just still sitting onthe beach like nothing happened and i run back to him almost crying cuz jake scares me so bad and im like justin im scared he hates me hes gonna dump me and now i have to go home and justisns so nice i love him, hes like dont worry about him hes ruining our fun, i was gonna get in until he flips out for nothing, and im like alrite well lets go find him..so we walk home and we see jake a few streeets up and me and justin are just tlaking the hole way home cuz hes nice and doesnt flip out like jake. so we find him and he ignores me, he storms into the house into the bathroom and starts washing offf the sand. justin goes in and talks to him while im in the other room and jakes like no im not fucking kidding shes going home i dont care...ugh so justin comes out and im like soo..im going home arent i and hes like we wont talk to me so i go sit on the curb outside by myself. justin comes and checks up on me and then jake comes outside and im standing there looking at him and he says hes sorry, he overreacted and that i dont need to go home. aww. well it was only cuz of justins dad who talked to him or i woulda went home cuz he was pissed....

so thats my crazy long scary story lol...but witht hte rest of the nite...me jake justin jakes sis justins sis and there cousin all played egypsan ratscrew for a hour and then watched tv for a while. we ended up goingno where for somereaosn, and just chilled in justins place. later that nite the parents tookk us to get ice cream and then i went home. jake was all being nice by the end of the nite and back to normal thank god and he said he was really sorry about today which was cool. awww god i hate when he does that!!!!!!!!!!

alrite so enought talking jesus christ...today i think i can talk mom into driving me down the dance studio, i havent been there in a while and need to get papers, the money for the hershey trip allie invited me to is due today and i wanna get the hot shot tape i wanna watch it SO BAD!!! im excited..but i gotta get some packing started like rite now cuz i onlt have 2 more days and friday me and jake are def chilling before we both leave again so ahhhhhhhhh

WTF

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ocean city biuotch

listening to: nothing
mood: still waking up

so today im leaving from ocean city.*tear* sure was some fun days lemme tell u...

i dont have much time, the only reason im online is cuz nanny takes 80 trillion hours to get ready, so i was like wat the hell. so ill just be brief...

well after the first day of jake ditching me while i was down here we finally got together and did something these past 2 days. on monday, i woke up at 10 just in case he would call me early but i new he wasnt going to. i sat around all day, took a shower and around about 12 jake called me from the beach and asked me if i wanted to do something today and im lieksure, so hes like ill give u a call when we get back and after i shower and well meet u at this hotel closeby and im like alrite. so i get ready and around 2 poppy drops me off at the fenwick inn where we met justin and jake. rite after that we decided to catch the bus and go to the boardwalk, but on the way we stopped at every surf shop and bought nothing. well i wanted to buy some sunglasses...roxy prefferably but jake didnt like any of the ones i liked and wanted me to get a pair like his cuz he thinks i look good in him. he wanted me to get some spys but i dont no watever, i didnt bring enough money with me either and i iwas pretty pissed cuz i wanted new sunnys for LA!!! which is in 3 days if u didnt no. anyway the only thing we bought was...justin bought a AC/DC trucker hat cuz hes obessed. wata dork. finally after 3 hours of shopping for nothing, we went tot he boardwalk and walked around in the crowdedness. we stopped and ate at a pizza place and then walked the side streets and bought nothing but a new sex toy for justin....
u no those squishy things u get at like arcades and they like slip outta ur hands?...yeeeeeaaaa lol haha
soooooooooooooooooo then we decided to catch the bus back home, we went to justins place on 133 becuz OH YEAH jake bought 2 mexican blankets for 15 bucks cuz ehs werid? lol so we didnt wanna carry them to putt putt so justin dropped them off...after that we walked over to the nearest putt putt and started to play while dave met us there and acted crazy, the nite was over and jakea walked me back to the hotel where pop picked me up

I HAVE TO GO ILL FINISH LATER!!!!!!!!

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