mood: upset
well i found out bad news about poppy today, poppys been sick even before he went to va beach with me for the comp but he tryed to hide it while we were there so we could enjoy himself. hes been throwing up alot and he doesnt no why, so they finally took him to the docters today, and too a bytopsi or watever and they found out that poppys really sick. they dont no wat it is but they found a bunch of stuff in his stomach which isnt good and they said that he has to stay in the hospital for a while. im really upset, cuz first of all they still dont no wats wrong with him which i no it probaly isnt good and then im scared hes gonnna die soon. this isnt good news, i think poppy can pull thru for a while but he really is a sick old man and i love him way too much for him to go so soon, hopefully im just alil over pressured rite now and hell b fine. please god let him b fine for a while. i love my poppy. so that was my bad news of the nite, my mom wants to go down and visit him since nanny is all upset and needs someone there with her but mommy cantget off work. pop also said it would make him feel better if he saw her, so my mom wants to either drive down on friday or saturday to the ocean to go visit and im coming her. i dont mind, i get outta dance and everything but i just really hope hes okay. i wuv u pop
alrite so besides the sadness, i went shopping 2nite at hollister and bought some junk and that was that, and tomorrow i think im chillin with jake during hte day cuz im a bad girl, and then that nite im spending the nite at lexs im pretty sure. woo funn times, but yeah thats that, and the other day i finally got outta babysitting cuz i hated it and i hate getting up early, now i can finally sleep in. i felt so bad but i guess its okay now. jesus im such a bad kid.
alrite so im tired,e and i mite b getting up early tomorrow? who nos, but ill write lataaaaaaaa